Category: Suffering
Pain is inevitable; Suffering is a choice, no matter how hard it may seem.
Reluctant Nurse – 5/14/25
Protected: Behind My Fingers [REBOOT]
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I Let Myself [Video]
Black Winter [Video]
Tu Me Connais [Video]
Dry Heaved Hate [Video]
Memory’s Shadow [Video]
Wasteland for Thought
A Poem for No One
Horrible Ghost [Video]
Horrible Ghost
A Brand New Car [Video]
I Let Myself
Reality isn’t Broken.
12/25/2008 – Tu me connais
Nothing. (7/5/18)
Stand Up and Fight Back
Contentment is a Bedtime Story – 2019
A Purpose I Lack
Agitation’s Taunting
Song Thrush Symphonies
Song Thrush symphonies chirp and squeak the arrival of dusk,
Their scores sounding to each other through the sable stillness.
My childish cries for heartfelt comfort echo out into the night before me,
Perking the ears and interests of shadows more hungry than friendly-… Continue reading Song Thrush Symphonies
Prolonged Suffering
That somehow if I prolong my suffering-- if I suffer more-- the world will understand me more thoroughly.

Lost
Lost in a day dream,
Old photos and memories,
And times that were sweet.
Consumed by this longing,
For loving or liquor,
Each one soothes my pain.
You know you still hurt me,
Sneak up from behind me,
Don’t bother to change.… Continue reading Lost














