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Tag: alcohol

Reluctant Nurse – 5/14/25

May 14, 2025December 14, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

“Not again,” she cried under her depleting breath.
The iPhone app had ordered 1.75 Liters of rum,
an accustomed daily dose for his sour stomach.
A staggering agitation and terror submerged in his heart
as he looked back at her moist eyes and sunken figure.
Couldn’t she see his skin and bones hungered for it-
no- demanded it.
Exhausted Woman

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Dry Heaved Hate [Video]

May 30, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

A poem about the night before heading to college, when my friend OD'd on alcohol and his father called me livid.

You don't dream after drinking like this;
Only a black moments falls our mind
To open our eyes to a headache and thirst.

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(Rehab) – Cenikor Long Term 2 – 2021?

December 22, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ 9 Comments

This too shall pass.
Let it happen.
Make room for the experience and observe it.
Breathe.
COMMUNICATE!

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(Rehab) – Cenikor Long Term 1 – 2021?

December 20, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

I am worthy of love.
I am successful.
I am okay.
I can do this
I'll never be more prepared for this moment than now!

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A Prayer for Fortitude

May 15, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

Guide me towards a sober, compassionate life.
Remove the self-pity and despair,
Replace it with care for others.
I can't do this alone but I have to do the work.
Grant me strength and fortitude in this war…

A Prayer for Fortitude

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Success from Darker Places

April 30, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

Success from Darker Places

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A Craven Creature

April 29, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

What could possibly still the falling of the sun?
A Craven Creature

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The Haunting Demon

April 24, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

Like a demon haunting my every step.
Why can't I be rid of myself?
I am a plague to everyone around me,
A fly in the soup of mankind...
The Haunting Demon

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Before My Next Breath

February 9, 2022May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

But somehow all this self torture isn't enough to stop me from drinking. I don't even enjoy it anymore. It's like a full-time job that I know will kill me. I call it “maintenance-” just something I have to get done before my next breath.

Before My Next Breath

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