Skip to content
Conspire to Inspire!

Conspire to Inspire!

inspiracyNow

  • Home
  • Grumpy Monk
  • Links
  • Tip the Creator
  • Browse Blog:
    • View Full Blog
    • Mindfulness:
      • “Grumpy Monk” Posts
      • Meditations
      • Encouragement & Affirmations
      • Insight/Reflection
    • Creative Work:
      • Poetry Videos/Audio
      • Writing/Journal:
        • Poetry
        • Existentialism
        • Suffering
        • Alcoholism/Recovery
      • Photography
      • Pics/Doodles
      • Music
    • Video:
      • Live Streaming
    • Audio
    • Social Media Posts
  • Portfolio
  • Contact Us

Tag: Existentialism

Protected: Behind My Fingers [REBOOT]

December 13, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

Someday, Change [Video]

September 16, 2024May 23, 2024 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

Waiting for things to get better on their own doesn't work out well.

At what point do I find the answers and ability to
behave like a functioning, respectable member of society?
When do I learn to conquer my daily demons and grow?

View Full Post

A Morning Lullaby [Video]

August 5, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

A lullaby I wrote for my insomnia-assed brain.

... make it or give up.
Can all this really be enough?

View Full Post

Me in Four Words [Video]

July 24, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

I always want more NOW! Why can't I listen to my mature thoughts?

My sorry reality is stuck to pay the price
for childish impatience and impulsivity.
Such has always been my life.

View Full Post

Intention [Video]

June 24, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

Surreal reality meets nihilistic truths. No One ever Intended to be born.

It's strange to watch yourself move, speak, write, and live with out ever intending to do anything...

View Full Post

Horrible Ghost [Video]

May 15, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

A poem describing the anguish of monotony.

A putrid mist of devilish self-hatred
floating about aimlessly, hungry for
anything and everything to change
what I’m feeling deep inside myself.

View Full Post

A Brand New Car [Video]

May 1, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

Where do I find the energy to get through the day?

How do I become a new car, primed to drive
One hundred thousand miles off the parking lot?
That's the journey I crave.

View Full Post

Someday, Change.

February 25, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ 3 Comments

At what point do I find the answers and ability to behave like a functioning, respectable member of society? When do I learn to conquer my daily demons and grow?

View Full Post

Failing at Failing

February 9, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

How does one bridge thought into action?
What trick must I conjure to start trying?
I'm paralyzed before I have a chance to move.

View Full Post

Is Anyone Listening?

February 7, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

Can you hear me?
Does anybody care to read these lines?
A constant singing into quiet darkness,
wishing for a voice to harmonize back...
Photo by Borta on Pexels.com

View Full Post

Inner Compass

February 6, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

I've never known that compass in my soul; the one that everyone else seems to be born with.

View Full Post

Sweet Nothings

December 28, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment


The words inked to collect my mind
Never carry the depth of their intent,
But rather stumble and stray
To utter imperfection.

Save for a moments grace,
This has been the plague in my
Attempts at scribed creativity:
A chronic, often terminal, curse.
Beauty, vision, and wit seem
Only to spark fires of hellish demise
And ne'er the candle of satisfaction.

View Full Post

2012 – Vlog 1 – “Free Will and Determinism”

November 23, 2023December 9, 2023 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment

Playing around with ideas for a VLOG! The first (and only) post: "Free Will and Determinism"-- Let me know what you think, WOULD YOU WATCH A VLOG LIKE THIS? admin@inspiracynow.com. (Feel free to share this video!!) Also, note that Determinism is NOT the same as fate or pre-destination.

Follow Me

  • Patreon
  • Twitch
  • Spotify
  • SoundCloud
  • Discord
View Full List

All Social Links

  • TikTok
  • Twitch
  • Instagram
  • Facebook
  • YouTube
  • Patreon
  • Spotify
  • X/Twitter
  • WhatsApp
  • Discord
  • SoundCloud (The AC/BC)
  • YouTube Music
  • iTunes
  • iHeartRadio
  • Apple Music
  • Deezer
  • Other Streams

Sharing Sites:

admin@inspiracynow.com

Portfolio

Blog Archive

Loading Comments...