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Tag: addiction

Protected: Behind My Fingers [REBOOT]

December 13, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow

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Cold Currents [Video]

July 20, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow ~ Leave a comment

Hungover and yet still ready to party.

Autumn's cold currents augment
A tally in negative addition
To the collection of empty cans and capsules
Once poured out in hollow hope of
Contentment, concentration, or completion

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Space Between Lines [Video]

July 17, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow ~ Leave a comment

The never ending obsession with finding something that feels better.

A sniffle and postnasal pull.
Focus forced to pass the time,
It only ever extends the day to seem longer than before.

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Dry Heaved Hate [Video]

May 30, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow ~ Leave a comment

A poem about the night before heading to college, when my friend OD'd on alcohol and his father called me livid.

You don't dream after drinking like this;
Only a black moments falls our mind
To open our eyes to a headache and thirst.

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Me in Four Words. [w/ Audio]

March 15, 2024May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow ~ Leave a comment

What is it about “more now” that is so difficult for me to escape?
It's a fly in my ear, an itch I can't reach.
I ner' err' on the side of conservative actions.
It's a voice that won't concede the microphone.

"Me in Four Words" written and read by Drew Willis.

Photo by cottonbro studio on Pexels.com

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Before My Next Breath

February 9, 2022May 19, 2025 ~ inspiracyNow

But somehow all this self torture isn't enough to stop me from drinking. I don't even enjoy it anymore. It's like a full-time job that I know will kill me. I call it “maintenance-” just something I have to get done before my next breath.

Before My Next Breath

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