Waiting for a Fast Food Interview December 19, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ Leave a comment Cars pass with their exhaust gracing the atmosphere. I sit, pleasantly, waiting for a job interview. The sun is bright today, reflecting the glow in my heart. Life is good and worth my humble trying. The stale smell of fast food washes over my face, and the world turns at a familiar pace. I hope I get this job. It's a humble start to say the least, But it's where I am in life. I need structure and an outlet for this bored, negative energy that's been stalking me. "Hello, my name is Drew, or Andrew if you like." View Full Post
Trust is a Mechanism of Distraction – 2011 December 1, 2023May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now ~ 3 Comments Trust is the distraction from anxiety that allows humans to maintain outward focus in the face of danger or trouble. It doesn't change the actual outcome of the situation... View Full Post
Self Expectations January 10, 2013May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now Even these words feel like a burden to a mind that frets itself subpar...
Burning Drive October 22, 2012May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now I am an agent of time serving only to affect my environment.
What I Think I Should be Solving November 23, 2011May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now Although my pen delivers my mind's ponderings, its cursed wandering instills the feel of irrelevance or wasted time. This is my constant battle for control of my body and time. View Full Post.
Neurofeedback Meditation November 8, 2011May 19, 2025 ~ Inspiracy Now Hesitation holds my hands immobile at the lack of planned direction. Taps from tips of fingers on keys, this new flow of script plays like a first piano lesson: slow, forced, and without rhythm. View Full Post