Sobriety seems so surreal to me. For so many years I was completely convinced I was a lost cause, that I would never see the healthy life that recovery and serenity would offer me. It is absolutely unreal. The wight of the world world seems to have lifted from my shoulders and I feel like a brand new man. World can't begin to describe the freedom I feel like now that I know a life worth living, one day at a time. I almost feel like like I'm dreaming, My friendships, relationships, and family ties feel so like light hearted. I can't express my gratitude enough. Thank God for this wonderful chance at a healthy life!